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Date : Tuesday, November 6, 2007
lets talk about my dream today...was very angry and disappointed wif bibi today..(in the dream)worried and afraid osos...(in real life)I DREAMT THAT HE HAD ANOTHER GIRL!!!!he hugged her on bed and sleep, leaving mi alone:(i woked up and was so afraid that its real... coz its so REAL!!!smsed him and say him.. hahax...i know its stupid to use a dream to say him... but i'm worried k?hahax... he assured mi again n again... but oso kept disturbing mi tat he had other girl...made mi worried and angry... i dunno how to explain the feeling lahx...but i noe he's joking with me... but dunno why i juz cant feel the sense of security...bibi, i need ur assurance... i wish i can trust u 100% again like in the past...u noe why i cant? coz i love u more n more...more afraid of losing u... coz i noe i nv treat u very good...i'm trying... i'm changing... bibi, can u feel it?i realli love u, dun ever leave or hurt mi k?:)) love ya!!! muacks!!!after ytd's run, my legs are aching now...hahax... realli nv run for a long long time le...must have the principle to run at least alternate days...so today i think i shall juz do some sit-ups and leg-raiser at home...assignments and assignments.... AHHHH!!!!hate doing them.... dunno why, i juz dun like schooling...think maybe this course realli isn't my interest bahx...but what to do, still have to endure and perservere...I WANNA GRADUATE FASTER AND GET A DIPLOMA CERT!!!! but todae gt one interesting hmwk, we are supposed to go to AMK hub's NTUC XTRA to observe ppl...damn cOol rite... hahax... observe who are those ppl who go there?they go wif hu?what they buy?how they buy big items?what modes of payments?blah blah blah... hahax...hands are itching... wanna play vball for so long liao...AUGGY darling... lets go sentosa on sat!!! hahax...realli very tempted man...
I love you. || 6:46 PM