baby, i wanna let you noe that :
i'll always be there for you no matter what...
even if i'm not by ur side, i'll always be in ur heart...
i wanna share you happiness, sadness, all kinds of feelings with you...
i want you to know that you are realli important to me...
you had already captured my heart, and i wish you will nv let it go...
i just cant imagine how my life would be without you...
i wish i can spent the rest of my life wif you...
baby, i love you wholeheartedly, from the bottom of my heart...
baby, will you be there to walk me thru the rest of my life?
baby, would you be there to catch mi when i fall?



baby, no matter what, you are so attractive in my eyes...
your eyes are too mesmerizing...
your eyes had attracted me...
your smile makes my day...
your smile just melts my heart...
baby, i miss you... i'll nv let you go...
I love you. || 11:11 PM

ytd chatted wif bibi for almost 2 hours...
not realli quarrelling but was juz talking some things out...
i shall not go into details bahx... hahax...
hmmm... so short and sweet...
enjoy while u can now! enjoy while young!
hmmm... trust is oso very impt...
it will also make ur life easier tat way..
feeling jealous and uneasy all the time,
will juz make u tired of it...
y make life so tough? rite? hahax...

todae went for morning class instead of my usual lesson time...
coz gotta go national library wif jav n jing to do research...
wasted our time travelling there...
cant find that PETER CHO's stuffs there at all...
i bet he doesn't publish any books...
we flipped thru all the graphic books tat they have...
but none of it contains even 1 of his works....
but some works are realli nice, cOol n interesting...
hahax... as usual, seeing books makes me tired n sleepy..
yawns yawns yawns...
went home after all these books researching...
reached home and i did some research on him again..
hahax... research for CODPIT oso...
den blogging now los... hahax... end of story liao:)
buaiz! oh ya! tml i'll be lonely... no place to go...
dunno where to go... dunno who to go out wif...
bleahx:p
I love you. || 7:09 PM

dunno why i feel so emo.
dunno why i get so uncomfortable
with you not letting mi noe ur whereabouts.
dunno why i feel so tired at times.
dunno why i live in this world for.
dunno why i just cant let you go.
dunno why i am like that.
dunno why i lost the confidence.
dunno why things are not the same as last time.
dunno why i feel so lost.
dunno why i feel so insecure.
dunno why i feel like crying.
dunno why i've been missing you.
dunno why i think so much.
dunno why i just dun feel the same.
dunno why i care what you think.
dunno why your everything affects me.
dunno why i just dunno why.

maybe its becoz i love u too much?
maybe its becoz we know each other more than last time?
maybe its becoz we had already carved into my heart and soul?
maybe its becoz i'm too dependent on you?
maybe maybe maybe...
I love you. || 2:23 PM

changed skin and song! :)


4 In The Morning lyrics

Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot
& all I know is
You've got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love up for me
We can't escape the love
Give me everything that you have& all I know is
You got to give me everything& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

(Give you everything)
(Give you all of me)
I love you. || 12:26 AM

End of all assignments one!!!! finally!!! but asignments two are coming up...
sianx... its like a cycle thats nv ending... however, time realli flies...
today, ia our girls' day out... first time all girls and no boys at all...hahax..
got mi, darling, jiemin, cheryl, jas, jing, jong... went to amk at about 4pm...
we went there and ate pizza hut... yummy yummy!!!
after that went to amk hub walk around and played arcade...
one by one left...
cheryl left from school...
jas left after eating...
jong left after gaming...
jing left after buying pepper lunch ice cream...
darling left after eating ice cream...
me and jiemin walk separate ways after walking around abit longer:)

back to khatib... the boring place...
mum asked mi help her buy rice...
bought the buy one get one free for $10.60...
so i carried like 10kg of rice by myself lehx!
5kg each side... hands damn pain... the plastic bag la!

den do the true friend test for my darling...
sad to say i oni got 50% correct...
den i oso do my set of questions for u all to do:)
hahax... here is the link, ppl:)
http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/1256686

help mi do k? hehex... thankx!
I love you. || 10:02 PM

OMG!!! i'm the sg babe of Nov 2006... http://profiles.friendster.com/16079525
hahax... was so shocked when Andy showed it to mi ytd...
one year le, yet i didnt know at all man... hahax...
alright alright, i'm nt trying to be hao lian here ok? hahax..
though i'm thick skin at times, but this is realli shocking...
hahax... anyway, i'm nt tat bad what... hehex...

ytd, went to bibi's house for dinner after school:)
his mummy cooked vege and button mushroom and fries for mi to eat...
OH YA! new kind of rice that i've tried ytd... its organic rice...
taste not bad lah... dun like it when i tried the first mouth, maybe its becoz i'm not used to it la...
but mouth by mouth, it get used and actually taste nice! hahax...
there's eggs too! but this time she nv ask mi eat le...
coz that time she ask mi eat den i sae i nv eat eggs...
guess she remembered:) thanks for the dinner, aunty!
bibi's sister and brother are funny too!
hahax... sis came back and was shouting here and there.. hahax...
she's having her holidays le... she's in NAFA anyway.
i was like laughing la, den the mum sae, dun care about here, she's crazy...
ahahax... Sis called the bro King kong... hahax... they kept disturbing eat other la...
damn funny... oh, and bibi helped mi upgrade my psp and downloaded alot of nice n cute themes:) den watched tv until 10pm and decided to go home...
but it was still raining, and his house is like damn far from the bus stop....
like cave like tat, u have to walk all the way in in in in in den reach his house...
so i decided to call my dad, to see if he's on his way home...
conversation was like tat:
me: " hello papa arx, where are you?"
dad: " ya, where are you?"
me: " an jun's house."
dad: " okok, i go fetch you."
me: " orh, bye bye."
hahax... i was like, huh?
i haven even ask him to come fetch mi and he knows why i call him for...
hahax... so while waiting for him to come, we sat at the sofa in his living room watching news...
and suddenly, "honk honk", stand up and look out of the window, it was dad...
quickly off the tv, took our bags and get out of the house...

today woke up at 1035...
planning to eat MAC breakfast... but everytime nv get to eat it... :(
when i went down it was like 11.05 le...
i asked the aunty stillgot breakfast not..
she sae no more... :(
so in the end we went to eat mushroom noodles...
and walked around awhile and bibi went to school...
he got make-up lesson for 3d module at 2pm...
but meeting his frens at 1230 to do some hmwk...
I love you. || 1:13 PM

16 November, our memorable day!
bibi, HAppy 3 Years' anniversary!!! hope u like the things that i gave you:)
we met up after school and went to town... actually wanted to have Sakae lunch buffet but Hereen de dun have.. so we ate a-la-carte... he opened his presents after we ate... hahax...
so happy to see his smile on his face:) hmmm... den we played pool and walked around until 6plus for our show to start... we watched " GAME PLAN"... super nice n touching... give it 4.5/5... hahax... i cried lah, as usual... hahax.. OH YA! one more thing.. while walking around CINELEISURE, guess who i saw??? hahax.... it's TAY PING HUI!!!! OMG!!! almost fainted man... hahax... he's damn shuai can! so tall, fit, and shuai... bet it's every girls's ideal guy... hahax... every girl would fantasize on this kind of guys los... hahax... OMG!!! realli handsome....
hahax... anyway, after the movie, we went over to Dhoby, ate MOSburger for our dinner... den went to meet BAKAO and his classmates... as they were having their graduation nite ytd... so we went to a pub-cafe- like place, opposite paradise... they got a room which is 12 degree celcius... damn cold, but we went in further for the normal room... pace quite small.. but not much ppl la... hahax... den drank a cup an played cards, chit chat until 1plus den we took cab home... enjoyed ytd! bibi, love you loads! muacks:)
I love you. || 4:24 PM

AHhh... pain pain...
i'm still aching from Sat's sentosa...
hahax... played vball until damn xiong can!
but SHIOK arx!!! hahax...
its been a long time i've nv play vball le...
WAhahaa...
how i wish can play every week siax...
this week gotta work real hard...
got lots of assignments!!!
I'm GOING CRAZY!!!!!! AHHHhhhh!!!!
suddenly i feel tat its so little time n too much things for mi to do....
JIAYOU ppl!!!
I love you. || 11:18 PM

lets talk about my dream today...
was very angry and disappointed wif bibi today..(in the dream)
worried and afraid osos...(in real life)
I DREAMT THAT HE HAD ANOTHER GIRL!!!!
he hugged her on bed and sleep, leaving mi alone:(
i woked up and was so afraid that its real... coz its so REAL!!!
smsed him and say him.. hahax...
i know its stupid to use a dream to say him...
but i'm worried k?
hahax... he assured mi again n again...
but oso kept disturbing mi tat he had other girl...
made mi worried and angry...
i dunno how to explain the feeling lahx...
but i noe he's joking with me...
but dunno why i juz cant feel the sense of security...
bibi, i need ur assurance...
i wish i can trust u 100% again like in the past...
u noe why i cant? coz i love u more n more...
more afraid of losing u... coz i noe i nv treat u very good...
i'm trying... i'm changing... bibi, can u feel it?
i realli love u, dun ever leave or hurt mi k?
:)) love ya!!! muacks!!!

after ytd's run, my legs are aching now...
hahax... realli nv run for a long long time le...
must have the principle to run at least alternate days...
so today i think i shall juz do some sit-ups and leg-raiser at home...

assignments and assignments.... AHHHH!!!!
hate doing them.... dunno why, i juz dun like schooling...
think maybe this course realli isn't my interest bahx...
but what to do, still have to endure and perservere...
I WANNA GRADUATE FASTER AND GET A DIPLOMA CERT!!!!
but todae gt one interesting hmwk,
we are supposed to go to AMK hub's NTUC XTRA to observe ppl...
damn cOol rite... hahax...
observe who are those ppl who go there?
they go wif hu?
what they buy?
how they buy big items?
what modes of payments?
blah blah blah... hahax...

hands are itching... wanna play vball for so long liao...
AUGGY darling... lets go sentosa on sat!!! hahax...
realli very tempted man...
I love you. || 6:46 PM

TODAY, 05 nov 2007, is the day i WANT and MUST start running...
if not, i'm going to get fatter and fatter:(
juz nw went to run with minyi...
i cant run so much as compared to her la...
all along my stamina sucks one los... hahax...
we ran from the stadium to 855...
along the roadside...
den we went to buy some fruits... hahax...
went to my house there de fitness corner and slack abit...
and now i'm resting again....
goin to bathe after this post:)
going to eat after bathing:)
going to my god parents house after eating:)
today is my godmum birthday:)
wish her all the best!!!
happy birthday godmum!

bye ppl!
I love you. || 8:11 PM

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♥ my family.
♥ my hubby.
♥ my dogs.
♥ my friends.
♥ chocolates.
♥ chit-chatting.
♥ sleeping.
♥ stars.
♥ snow.
♥ daydream.
♥ laughs.
♥ hang outs.
♥ babies.
♥ money.

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