yesterday, i was too pissed to blog it out. also, after complaining to my collegues and my bi, i feel much better already. howvere, i still wanna say it out. tuesday night, i smsed my boss o ask her if i could go in abit later the next day, as i need to go for a weekend job interview. AND THIS IS MY MISTAKE. mistake to tell her the truth. i thought that she is quite nice, so i decided to let her know, BUT i was wrong. she did not reply my message. ok nvm.
so next day, which was yesterday morning, i sms her "i'll be in around 11am. thanks". she replied "why? are you getting me to approve your leave or are you informing me what time your are available for work?" so , of coz, knowing that she is unhappy, i said "approval. may i?" and she fucking "advice" me, smsed me a composition, digged out the past too. here is what she smsed "your intern job is also your job. pls treat it serioulsy. it is not a good habit to ask for leave as and when during your internship just because we are pretty relax with our management. in addition try not to inform your superior at the very last minute. whatever i teach you, don't do it next time when you formally enter into work force. i'm not doing my job as a mentor if i don't alert you on this. since you dun do OT, i cant give you time off either and would have to regard your request as a no pay leave. your last month one day attending your sis graduation had count as no pay leave as well. only half day leave, next time get approval befor you do anything." and i had no choice but to say thanks to her. she's my boss, for my grades i wun do anything silly. but i still cant "swallow this breathe down". that time i took off for my sis graduation, she didnt say anything about no pay leave. and she paid me the exact amount for last month. now, want to come and tell me no pay leave. fine, i dont care about that little amount of pay given by her. when i got my weekend job, i can get much more pay, i think i use one day can cover that one and a half of no pay leave. one day here is only 25bucks, which means 3plus dollars per hours. so cheap labour rite? i'm not happy with her, but doesnt mean tat what she says isnt true. thanks her for the advice man. actually i wanted to take mc, but it thot she was NICE. who knows turns out to be false. LOL. and i went in office at 1030, so was oni 1 hr late, fuck her la. whatever. even my collegues say "you dunno her pattern meh, anyway, tolerate 2 more weeks only." LOL. tell you sth, even they oso dun like her los. humph!!! to be exact, its 12 more days(including today and excluding the weekends).
arghhh!!! i shall stop complaining now, the more i say more fed up i get again... stupid!!! boss so what? does boss pay for my everything? pay for my studies, laptops, camera, courses, allowance? if not, just SHUT UP! you think everyone is so fortunate to have their parents to pay for everything? please see both sides, i need weekend jobs to save up and pay for my degree and courses tat i want to take, and for a laptop and camera which i NEED, take note its "NEED" not a "WANT"!!! and allowance, my dad don't give me allowance everytime, he has den give, if dun have den i have to depend on myself. you think everyone so rich n fortunate? FUCK.
so conclusion is, if ever you wanna take leave for something, dont be lazy and spend some money to go get an MC or say you got something urgent. AND DONT SAY THE TRUTH NO MATTER HOW NICE IS YOUR BOSS!! society has so many hypocrites around. BEWARE and BE CAREFUL :))
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