♥ Happiness is around me ♥

ALERT

Date : Wednesday, May 28, 2008

HEY PEOPLE LOOK OUT!!!!

I HAVE A FRIEND HERE WHO WANTS TO SELL HER DOG.

IT IS YORKSHIRE TERRIER.

ONE YEAR PLUS.

MALE. STERILIZED.

SHE WISH TO SELL OFF AT 700BUCKS. PRICE NEGOTIABLE.

AND THE DOG LOOKS LIKE THIS:

Temperament:
The Yorkshire Terrier seems oblivious of its small size. It is ever eager for adventure and trouble. This little dog is highly energetic, brave, loyal and clever. Affectionate with its master, but sometimes suspicious of strangers. It can be aggressive to strange dogs and small animals. In other words, it has true Terrier heritage. They do best with older, considerate children. Yorkies are easy to train, although they can sometimes be stubborn. The breed is demanding and dependant and needs a lot of human attention. The Yorkie is an excellent watchdog, defending its territory in no uncertain manner. They can get snappish if surprised, frightened or over-teased, but are usually very sweet and loving. They can be difficult to housebreak. These little dogs should not be over-protected, for they may become neurotic. The Yorkie likes to bark, but it can easily be taught not to do so.

LET ME KNOW IF YOU WANT IT OR IF YOU HAVE ANY ENQUIRIES!!!!

THANKS!!!

I love you. || 7:47 PM

stage fright

Date :

today we had a IAP forum. its is so called the sharing section for your attachment. but it is a presentation. sounds so scary. WTF. as usual i have stage fright and gets very nervous. so lousy rite. LOL. it started at 2pm. guess who is the so so so "lucky" one to start first? YES, ITS ME! so lucky rite? WTH.... i think i took around 3 mins only los. fast rite. anyway, maximum is 5mins. BUT still, people go on n on for so long... and we have to stay throughout, as Irene, the in-charge of IAP said she will take attendance at the end of the day, which eventually turns out to be BULLSHIT.
so it ending at 7pm and now i'm back home writing this:) was so so scared, my voice shivered. LOL. but i noe i wont fail lah. and gets better when facing my frens when speaking. i think there's 50plus 60 people, including lecturers. so scary and the theatre was so small and freaking cold. was shivering all the way. and my butt, i think rotten already as i nv left my seat for hours. LOL. glad that its over and now we can realli start on our FYP. i think i have lost touch in php already coz for so many months i have not touched on that. LOL. but i think i can have a grasp of it back easily.

I love you. || 7:39 PM

back to school

Date : Monday, May 26, 2008

first day of FYP today. grouped with Joanna. she's a nice person. tall and pretty. LOL. FYP room is a cosy place. can foresee much fun in it as we will be spending time together everyday from 9am to 6pm. darling sits beside me, but grouped with another person. and i'm so lucky that i've got Mr Adrian as our supervisor. he's the best lecturer!!! he's so funny. we had his contact number and MSN. he said to us in msn "now you all cannot run away. muahahhahaha." so cute rite? lecturer talks like tat? and tell u, darling says he's hair is like esplanade. LOL. his hair getting taller and taller. i told him in msn "ur hair getting more n more punk huh." and his reply was "yea. lazy to cut my hair" LOL. funny los, this kind of lecturer is cOol.

first day, had nothing much to start on actually. so we girls chit chatted. about the china and myanmar issue, about online shopping, alot alot more. and we came up with this idea of having every tuesday going to school's gym. as we paid for the school's facilities, we have yet to use any of them. and also, we wanna keep fit and jian fei. LOL. so for our group,under Adrian's, we got his consent! and we r gg to start tml:) he very funny. we asked him if we could leave earlier for gym. and he say can but not on tuesdays. and we was like "why?" he said coz he goes to gym every tuesday and dont wan us to see him there. LOL. we asked him what time he goes to gym, he said 6plus. so we said we go at 5 and will leave before 6. LOL. he said ok, and better leave before 6. coz he dont wan us to see a dead fish without oxygen(saying himself not fit enough). LOL. he's so cute.

and we thinking of going to pulau ubin some day or maybe ice skating. me and darling's lunch for today is cup noodles. we machiam twins. ate the same cup noodles and bought the same pokka green tea. u know why? the offers come in pairs. LOL. cheapo huh. we went to the shelter by the pond, sat there and eat. she's so cute. she stained her top and it was a dot directly on her neh neh. LOL. den went to toilet to wash it. and she squeeze dry. after letting go, the shirt was like having an obvious nipple. LOL. she then went to dry it using the hair dryer. she's so cute. so happy can see my darling again. :)

my darling and her obvious nipple

met bi after school. pestered him to sent me back home. LOL. he's so sweet. i love him so much. he feel like eating tomyam fried rice so we went to coffee shop and he packed away a packet. while walking back to my block, i suddenly asked him "can i have a mouth of rice?" LOL. and i laughed immediately as i think that it was very funny and stupid of me. he said why i so random one. LOL. and he sent me until the steps up to my floor. kissed him goodbye and missing him immediately. and he smsed me a sweet sms. it goes like this: "muacks muacks your kiss is always so sweet" hehehehex... so happy. love him! anyway, bi said that he wanted to go old school and learn breaking. happy and sad. happy that he can go and fulfil his dreams. sad becoz he'll have lesser time for me, know more girls and higher chance of him have a change of heart as they always says dancers always will be together. anyway, i wont stop him as it is his dream and i also wish to see him have good breaking skills, remember to teach me hor. and i think i realli wanna look for a weekend job as baby will have no time for me during weekends. coz he'll be having breaking on sats and work on suns. and i shall earn more money for my camera, courses and return my mum money.

I love you. || 9:10 PM

IAP ended

Date : Saturday, May 24, 2008

attachment has ended. i have a mixed feeling, both happy and sad at the same time. happy that i am moving nearer to graduation and back to school and can see my friends. sad is because my fellow colleagues are so good and helpful. and i'll miss them:)

they taught me a lot and guide me through. really glad knowing them. i gave them each a token of appreciation, there were some sweets and a similar to stress ball thing. bought at mini toons. plasticine-like monster, which u can deform it, squeeze pull and anything u wan to do with it. they were so happy as they said that i was the first intern who gave them presents. hope they remember me for life:) LOL. i know they'll miss me. cause i'm too adorable and nice. hehex.

yesterday for our lunch, they brought me to the tanjong pagar mrt there for lunch. we ate "THE SOUP SPOON", my first time eating that. i tried the mushroom soup. it was quite nice:) thanks for the treat, karen:) took some pictures with some of them. and here they are...

me and jayne @ The Soup Spoon

me and my mushroom soup

reading comics. hehex. sexy legs. hahax...

my work desk.

her LG phone is so cOol.

Karen and me

say "cheese"

smile :)

joseph and me

my "big brother". he taught me alot of things.

me and jason. he looked like a giant to me. LOL

do we look alike?

and met bf for dinner at nite. so sweet of him to have waited for me for almost an hour. because boss was checking my report, so i was late. first time he waited for me, for so long. LOL. and we had no place in mind to go for our dinner. so in the end we went hougang mall. and i asked pris n jeff along too. 4 of us, went to cafe cartel for our dinner. i ate forest of mushroom spaghetti and soup of the day was mushroom soup. OMG!!! whole day, my stomach is filled with mushrooms!!! LOL. i think i'm afraid of mushrooms already. hahax. JK. how can that be? mushrooms are my favourite! and we went to dunno which block to slack and chit-chatted awhile. we left about 11pm and bus-ed back home:) bf alighted first and i went home alone:)

I love you. || 11:47 PM

life is just so unfair

Date :

why is the world so unfair? why cant the world have fairness? we always say that god is fair. if you got the something, you will not have another thing. but i don't see any fairness between me and my sis. since young, she's always being treated better than me, and there are a lot of cases of biasity in other families. some dote on the son and not daughter, some dote on the youngest. and for my case, i always feel that sis is so much fortunate than me.

why do i say so?

here are some points. she never had any financial problems. able to get money from dad to take car license. have fixed allowance every month. study until University. gets to go out as and when she like. don't need to help out in my family stuffs. no one can control her.

and for me? what i get in return for being good girl? i helped out in family stuffs all that, not wanting something in return, i just want more FREEDOM. every weekends i stay at home whole day, help this and that, and this is what i get? a few hours of chilling out at night also cannot. WTF is this? is this fair? what's fairness? and i dont get fixed allowance every month, sometimes have sometimes dont have. i want to go take car license too. BUT??? dad say no money. for my Uni? mum say earn myself. i'm fine with all these actually. i can depend on myself. cause since young, i'm always stronger than my sis.

she's too pampered since young. she only started working at the age of 18? whereas, i started seeing the world at the age of 16 already. why does the girl who always helped out doesnt get FREEDOM??? why why why? i just cant understand. even outsiders also can see that who's the better girl. the thing that no one can control her is because she is pampered since young, never had any difficulties before, therefore, now she struggling with her competitive work.

she can choose not to help and go out. i TOO, of coz can choose not to help. but i'm a more understanding girl than her. if i dun help, mum will be tired. but why why why. why don't i get my freedom? weekends are for doing home stuffs? i think weekends are for relax and chilling. sigh. just now so feel like just running out of the house. how i wish i did it. but i didn't. BUT, if someday, i cant tolerate anymore, I WILL!!! try me. humph!

if i become rebellious or something happened to me, don't blame me. blame yourselves. too much of control over someone, they will got rebellious one day. REMEMBER THIS.

fucking pissed. no one knows how i feel deep down in my heart. as usual, humans are always wearing masks. you'll always see me in a happy mood, just like anyone else, i won't show out my unhappiness. bottle up everything. but luckily i still have this blog to throw out everything and have my bf and friends as listening ears. if not, i think i have depression. LOL

GOOD GIRL = NO FREEDOM

all i wanted is just a more normal lifestyle. i will still help, but at the same time, i want my FREEDOM too. god, please hear my prayers and set me free.

I love you. || 11:27 PM

my baby is so cute!

Date : Tuesday, May 20, 2008

hahax. baby was so cute and sweet yesterday. how i wish he's like tat everyday. LOL. its been so long since we last chatted on the phone for so long. and he was so cute!!! he wanted to turn in already but i asked him to wait for me to reach home and lie on the bed. and he waited! so good rite? hehex. den he keep calling me madam... hahax... "madam! may i have the permission to sleep?" madam here and madam there. so funny los he!! so cute.. hahax.. den i keep laughing n laughing. and talk like a madam. LOL. loves chatting on phone with him. i'm so addicted to him too!!! miss him so much. hope to see him 24/7... LOL. he's on my mind every now and then... i wonder if i'm on his mind too. lol. i think i am:) wahahahahaa.... cant leave without him... and today he calls me mum. LOL. so funny los he!!! hahax... love him loads!!! MUACKS!!!

I love you. || 12:01 PM

counting down 4 days

Date :

WHAAHAHAHA!!! its finally the last week of my IAP. counting down 4 days to the end of my IAP!!! so happy!!! no need see that boss face. now come and "gei gao" with me. want me to submit my last monday's MC. lucky i have. HUMPH! that time still say until so nice, dun collect mc from me. hahax. now come and calculate everything with me after that incident. y are there such people around? OMG!!! CMI man... anyway, am happy to go back school. can see those people that i missed! and food!! and its near to my house:)

this few days have been busy with vesak day. people who know me well should know whats going on in my family. shall not say much here. LOL. however, this year's celebration is a small one, at my house instead of the void deck. this is due to my grandpa's death, as it has not passed 49days. so we are not suppose to celebrated downstairs. some tradition custom thing here, which i dont see any reason in doing it. i think when reached our generation we wont know what to do already. LOL.

I love you. || 11:54 AM

happy 3 and a 1/2 years!!!

Date : Saturday, May 17, 2008

yesterday was our three and a half years anniversary... baby! so happy that we can be together for so long already. however, i hope this can last forever. i wanna walk through my life with you by my side. will u marry me? LOL. Oops! time had changed. now is the female who ask for marriage? hehe. i'm so anxious to get married with you. live with you. spend everyday with you. hope you feel the same too! after my work and after his school, we met up at Somerset to have our dinner. my shoe spoil and bought a new one! thanks to bi! coz i broke le mah... LOL. we had pastamania for dinner. he wanted to queue at first. den i said "queue for what?" and just hold him and walk in to find a place and sat down. and he went to order food. when he came back, he said " tell u need to queue for seats and u just walk in like that. WE CUT QUEUED!!!" i didnt know that need to queue as normally cine's pastamania is walk in yourself one wad, or maybe i too long never go there already, or maybe ytd alot of ppl los. den he keep saying we cut queue so loud, ma chiam scared people dunno like that. den i say "den already sit down and ordered le den you wan how? go out and queue lah". LOL. but i think nobody knows too. lucky thats the case. if not, it would be so embarrassed if someone were to tap at your shoulder and tell u that you cut queue. LOL. and we walked around for awhile, get my shoes, changed on the spot. hehe. and went home after that. reached home about 9plus. LOVE YOU BABY!!! DON'T YOU DARE TRY TO LEAVE ME HUH!!! LOL. some pictures here:)

i made for him one! so nice... LOL

my new shoe, simple and nice:)

the shoe box, so pretty.

I love you. || 1:16 PM

an enbarrassed incident

Date :

monday, i wanted to go to polyclinic and take mc, so i asked phil to accompany as he is not having he only has one hour of lecture and i asked him not to go. LOL. so nice of him, he asked his fren to help him sign his attendance. den around 3pm, he came to my house downstairs meet me. and we went to the medical stall as i wanted to get bird's nest for future mother-in-law. LOL. BHB here. it was meant for me and bi to share for mother's day gift. and i chose the 40bucks one, out of the 28 and 38 and 40 bucks. happily said "ok, i take the 40bucks one!". and used NETS to pay. BUT in my mind i wasn't sure that my bank has enough money as i've spend it on this laptop. but still, gave it a try. or i should say, TWO trys. so embarrassed when it DECLINED TWICE. phil didnt bring his money out from his car too, and his car was parked under my block. OMG!!! this is the first time me having no money to pay something!!! den i said "er, i later i come back". den we faster head back to his car. n he drove to that place and lend me 40bucks. den droved to yishun polyclinc. ended after about 2 hours. den dunno where to go. i said i wanna go yck find my boyfriend. initially he say he dun wan send me, coz he thought that i wanted him to drive me to his house. den i say i wanted go nyp find him, den he agreed. cause he can go nyp find alvin. so "vroom" we go... waited for bi for so long. den he transferred money to return to phil. and we went to his house. have dinner at his house. yummy. granny was there too. she's so happy seeing me:) LOL. and his mum talked quite alot to me that day too:) so happy! at around 8.45pm dad came and fetch me home. wahahaha... free transportation all around... LOL. love them to bits! thanks phil! i'm praying for you to have a girlfriend soon!!! LOL. dun be so demoralize. you're a nice guy! sure can find better gf de. just open ur heart, and dun keep thinking of her can liao. you're still young, LOL. JIAYOU bah!!

I love you. || 12:55 PM

photoshopped!

Date : Wednesday, May 14, 2008

this is my first attempt on using photoshop to edit my pictures.

saw xiaxue's click network tv on the tutorial for he photoshopped pictures.

was curious on the liquify tools so tried it out as i've done my stuffs in office for today:)

and before i leave the office, i shall show u all what i've done. forgive me if its done badly, k?

trying to put on more make up, smoky eyes:)

so i do look prettier with make up? LOL

*this is not being taught by her, its my own trial*

my eyes and arm area edited:)

*taught by xiaxue, using liquify and bloat tool*

FUN FUN FUN!!!

I love you. || 6:13 PM

added new stuffs

Date :

hey people!

i've just joined nuffnang and added a counter on my blog. so please come in more often and remember to tag :) actually i've started blogging since start of 2006, but there was once, before i created this account, i deleted the previous one. sad and regretted. a moment of impulse. nvm, everything can start again, just learn ur mistakes:)

so happy today, i saw ah ben!!! LOL... and quan yi feng... dunno what program are they filming. but looks familiar, saw it on tv that day. a program that was host by them. they were at the icon building just now. OMG!!! he's so cute can! he's hair, LOL, elvis' hairstyle. bi, u realli look like him, do you know that? LOL. bought ice-cream from gelare and off we went back to office. should have went over and asked him to take photo with me. arghHhh... nvm, there's still chance next time. hehex... missing my baby so much. he's so busy with work, no time to sms or even chat in msn with me :( when can i see you again? *pitiful look* hehex... loves him alot la!

another thing that i'm happy about was that i'm looking forward to the end of my attachment!! maybe, not so soon, but its just NEXT WEEK!!! 23may may will be the last day!!! can u understand my feelings? school is just one station,5mins, away from my house. on the other hand, tanjong pagar is 40mins away from my house, not counting the stations coz too much already. LOL. i miss school food, school frens, school toilet, school shopping arcade, school canteen, school lecturers, school ugly strangersm school pretty strangers, school handsome strangers, school vending machine, and MOST of all, my BABY who is in school!!! hahax... wanna eat lunch with him, go home with him, go school with him, blah blah blah... maybe spy him? LOL. KIDDING! i'm not so free to do that, but i have spies all around to help me. so baby, you better BEWARE!!! LOL... YOUR EVERY SINGLE MOVEMENTS I WILL KNOW!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHA *evil laughs* KIDDING LAH! relax... i'm at office now, done all my cutting of chinese VOs and scripts... about slightly less than 2 hours more to go... time is crawling so slowly... i fucking wanna go run can! so fat!! OMG!!! buay ta han... any kakis?? i wan learn swimming too... learn salsa, jazz, hiphop, break dance, lotsa dance, but not GIRLY ones(eg. ballets, chinese dance, etc). LOL... learn driving and get license. learn photography and be a great photographer. get counselling degree and work as a counseller. i'm moving towards them:) hope so. LOL. money is always the problem that holds me back. hate it man! hmmm.

got a question for everyone, just curious what are the answers. LISTEN UP! Question is "money or love is more important?" can tag the answers at my tagboard or email me at saman_galz@hotmail.com ... thanks ppl!!!

i need some chilling time. some fun, laughters and joy!

I love you. || 4:26 PM

to my baby

Date : Tuesday, May 13, 2008

I love you. || 4:43 PM

my new laptop!

Date : Sunday, May 11, 2008

WOoHoo~ got myself a new laptop:) all along have been using sis's one. so lag, so much prob. finally i got myslef one:) mum told me there's mother's day promo in straits times. so today i look for it. and saw this acer promo not bad. the specs are not bad too. reasonable and affordable for me. though its 2.4kg, i dun mind, coz i seldom will bring it out too. it has 256MB graphic card, 3GB RAM, 250GB hard disk and 2.0GHZ processor. the model is acer aspire 4920G. den minus off $100 and free microsoft office. so is $1498 nett. and i bought a wireless mouse at half the price, which is 15 bucks! and he gave me a free mc2 laptop bag(mum ask for it). LOL. mother's are good at that:) so i paid $1513 in total. mum helped me pay $1000 first, coz its cash n carry, and if its installment, there'll be interest. so i owed mum $1000 and i believed that in a few months' time, i will be able to return her:) next aim will be my DSLR camera. nikkon or canon? around $1000++. aiming hard, earn more money!!! hahax... so happy that i got a new laptop!! i'm moving a step towards all my targets!! hehex. tattoo will also be next! LOL. bi, dun angry la. u should love my character n not my skin rite. LOL. and i'll put the place that can be covered one. i know u will understand one. love you k? hehex... muacks muacks!!! my laptop and mouse pictures!

black outside

white inside

quite cute rite.

press the center to eject the usb. lights on!

cOol rite... LOL

I love you. || 12:14 AM

abandoned or lost?

Date : Saturday, May 10, 2008

thursday, around midnight, sis brought a dog back!!! so cute, the face looked so pitiful. so fat and wrinkled face. LOL. guess what breed is that??? IT'S A PUG, looks similar to bulldog... so cute, and quiet. but dirty. sis cleaned it with dettol first. den let it in. its a SHE. and can see that she's very hungry. like never eat for so many days already. she ate up snowy's rice. and snowy's was very unhappy about it! so cute and funny when u see 3 dogs in my house. snowy and wang wang not happy with her and was keep barking at her. she only ate the rice, and spit out the carrots and brocoli. LOL. she likes to follow people around and loves companion. she stayed till today. oh ya! and sis bf helped her choose a name. and her name is CODY! sis bf took her back to keep it as he thinks that she's quiet and cute. so here are the pictures:)

me with cody!

she likes ppl to sai yang her.

presenting cody!

she has green eyes too. same as snowy.

the dog and the new owner! look alike? LOL. JK.

I love you. || 11:55 PM

pictures!

Date : Thursday, May 8, 2008

in the end nv go visit ah ma, so i'm home to uplooad pictures, pictures and more pictures:)
bi jealous, coz he say granny not at home, went to aunt's house, den i say den i dun wan go liao. LOL. he is jealous of granny! ok! pictures time!!!

drew this in my office yesterday. guess who i hate? LOL

qinghui's birthday

she's so tall

due to our request, she "shortened" herself. LOL

me wif birthday girl! muacks! she's my gf.

18 tickets for iron man movie!

heading for dinner

everyone looking at the same direction

pretty babes. so much lens flare.

darlings!!!

candid shot with watermelon martini!

birthday girl with birthday cake!!!

and shall ends with her<33

victoria street

APS and me

me with jackee

we are the pretty girls!!! LOL

I love you. || 8:12 PM

happy

Date :

was so happy talking to bi thes few days(not saying that other days wasnt happy). laughters and laughters. especially that night you stayed over at my house. LOL. bi thinks i'm crazy, coz i can keep laughing n laughing non-stop. also, i'm very imaginative. LOL. yesterday over the phone, he told me tat his grandma misses me. JUST KIDDING. his grandma actually asked him if i want to join them at their aunt's house on saturday as they are celebrating Mothers' Day. granny so cute right? so i told bi, his grandma has already acknowledged me as her grand daughter-in-law. LOL. so happy! i noe she misses me, miss me talking to her. hehex. so i'm going over to bi's house to pay her a visit later. she's currently staying with bi's family, but i think is forever liao, thats what bi said.

that day i was talking to my family about my marraige, i want to married early. However, he still dont have the money to marry me over. dad say, ask him to give 20K can liao. or he ask mi to go find rich old man and get married. den he die i can get his money, as this is what i wished. or i should say, every girls' wish. LOL. but of coz, i cant get myself to marry someone whom i dont love at all. imagine doing all those stuffs with someone whom u dont love. YUCKS! hahax. bi, when will u be able to have that 20K? LOL. KIDDING actually, dad say just give some amount as a token can already. but, still have to wait for bi. he dont wish to get married at such a young age. he wants to have career first. but, like i said, i dont mind suffering, so long can spend more time with you, sees you when i open my eyes in the morning, have you to hug me to bed, etc etc. we can earn together right? see, i'm such a good wife, so faster propose to me, if not later people take me away how? hehex. i so cute, so adorable, so pretty, so sexy, so understandable, so loving, so gentle, so hot, so on and so on. hehex... just being abit BUAY HIAO BAI here. abit only can! sometimes, you just have to be like that to boost your self-esteem and make your day happier:) anyway, those are facts of me, and i'm a pistachio of my family, friends or maybe everyone! LOL. feel so fortunate that i'm the only one in his heart. I WANT TO MARRY HIM!

my collegue waikeun is so good. so good to me. hhehex. she bought me and karen a cup of milo dinosaur each. very BIG cup. the milo powder so shiok! YUMMY! i drink until very full already. i'm so cold now, wearing jacket and still feeling cold. cause of the drink. Oops! hehex. so nice of her to have me in her heart:) i think i'm quite popular among my collegues. everyone treats me well:) *take note: i said "collegues", not "boss"* LOL. the guys always likes to disturb me, as usual. i always get this kind of shit when come to guys. say me short lah, say me this and that. but nvm, i'm ok with it:) too used to it le. and i know, long ago i heard from somewhere, when guys tends to disturb girls, they only want your attention. and if you aren't interesting or popular among them, then you wont be their topic of the day. so means that i'm lovable! thanks ar! LOL. bi, dun angry or jealous k? hehex. i love you only la. i oso dun care they say me or what. i only care about what you think and say about me. LOVES YOU <3

dunno why i suddenly feel so hyper, so crappy and so much to say. LOL. i'm a girl, remember? girls have never ending topics to talk about. unlike guys. don't know why guys dont see the need to talk daily with the girlfriends. this is an important communication, boyfriends. without daily talking, will slowly become lack of communication, and thus leads to lost of interest, and end up breaking up due to fading of love. understand??? also, dunno why girls talking to girls, the topic will keep on continuing, but if it was a guy instead of girl, the topic will just end at the guys. girls will keep asking questions and elaborate, like will never have a dead answer or questions. but guys give dead answers and no more questions back to communicate. why are guys so blockhead, cant they just talk more? LOL. think i should stop my essay now, if not dunno it can go on and on until how long. hahax.

cheers:)

I love you. || 4:57 PM

a mistake that i took

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yesterday, i was too pissed to blog it out. also, after complaining to my collegues and my bi, i feel much better already. howvere, i still wanna say it out. tuesday night, i smsed my boss o ask her if i could go in abit later the next day, as i need to go for a weekend job interview. AND THIS IS MY MISTAKE. mistake to tell her the truth. i thought that she is quite nice, so i decided to let her know, BUT i was wrong. she did not reply my message. ok nvm.

so next day, which was yesterday morning, i sms her "i'll be in around 11am. thanks". she replied "why? are you getting me to approve your leave or are you informing me what time your are available for work?" so , of coz, knowing that she is unhappy, i said "approval. may i?" and she fucking "advice" me, smsed me a composition, digged out the past too. here is what she smsed "your intern job is also your job. pls treat it serioulsy. it is not a good habit to ask for leave as and when during your internship just because we are pretty relax with our management. in addition try not to inform your superior at the very last minute. whatever i teach you, don't do it next time when you formally enter into work force. i'm not doing my job as a mentor if i don't alert you on this. since you dun do OT, i cant give you time off either and would have to regard your request as a no pay leave. your last month one day attending your sis graduation had count as no pay leave as well. only half day leave, next time get approval befor you do anything." and i had no choice but to say thanks to her. she's my boss, for my grades i wun do anything silly. but i still cant "swallow this breathe down". that time i took off for my sis graduation, she didnt say anything about no pay leave. and she paid me the exact amount for last month. now, want to come and tell me no pay leave. fine, i dont care about that little amount of pay given by her. when i got my weekend job, i can get much more pay, i think i use one day can cover that one and a half of no pay leave. one day here is only 25bucks, which means 3plus dollars per hours. so cheap labour rite? i'm not happy with her, but doesnt mean tat what she says isnt true. thanks her for the advice man. actually i wanted to take mc, but it thot she was NICE. who knows turns out to be false. LOL. and i went in office at 1030, so was oni 1 hr late, fuck her la. whatever. even my collegues say "you dunno her pattern meh, anyway, tolerate 2 more weeks only." LOL. tell you sth, even they oso dun like her los. humph!!! to be exact, its 12 more days(including today and excluding the weekends).

arghhh!!! i shall stop complaining now, the more i say more fed up i get again... stupid!!! boss so what? does boss pay for my everything? pay for my studies, laptops, camera, courses, allowance? if not, just SHUT UP! you think everyone is so fortunate to have their parents to pay for everything? please see both sides, i need weekend jobs to save up and pay for my degree and courses tat i want to take, and for a laptop and camera which i NEED, take note its "NEED" not a "WANT"!!! and allowance, my dad don't give me allowance everytime, he has den give, if dun have den i have to depend on myself. you think everyone so rich n fortunate? FUCK.

so conclusion is, if ever you wanna take leave for something, dont be lazy and spend some money to go get an MC or say you got something urgent. AND DONT SAY THE TRUTH NO MATTER HOW NICE IS YOUR BOSS!! society has so many hypocrites around. BEWARE and BE CAREFUL :))

I love you. || 10:11 AM

slack at coffee bean

Date : Saturday, May 3, 2008

went to coffee bean at serangoon gardens to slack after work. our meeting time, supposely is at 7.30pm. however, as usual, some are late. waited for everyone to come and we went to serangoon gardens market to eat as chomp chomp is filled with people. carrot cake that i ordered wasnt really that nice, but also not as bad as what boon, aj and jeff said. they say until as if its not edible los. and even ask me dun force myself to eat finish it. but i dun like to waste my money, and its still edible, so i finished it, only left some eggs portion. den we went back to coffee bean and slack. chit chat, "shoot here and there", eat chocolates and sweets, kill cockroach?. LOL. quite fun actually, filled with laughters and vulgarities. and one table was like singing birthday song to their friend, guess what they do? they joined in too. LOL. and lots of cockroaches on the floor, and they can camouflage with those dead flowers on the floor, they looked similar. cy went to stepped on one cockroach, apparrently, it was only handicapped, we thought it would be dead. and andy was always being "shoot" by almost everyone? LOL. or i should say, almost everyone was being "shoot", as usual. and from the pics below, u can see the attendance for yesterday, including me and aj(no pics of us). and andy was the "main actor" yesterday, keep on got "shoot". LOL. he's getting more n more funny each day. oh ya. and when he chatted to me online, he himself reminded me of him being a frog. he asked me to see a mp3 and ask me if pink was nice. den i say that pink doesn't suits him. he should take green coz the colour was nice. it was those lime green. and you know what he said? he said me and said he know why i ask him take green, coz i wanted to say him frog so, green suits him. but that wasn't even on my mind man. LOL. he's so fucking funny. he's the entertainer anyway. pics time!!!

see he's so gay, shaking his leg on cy.