wierd. and my answer is "alright". happy and not really happy at the same time.
people may be laughing at me, calling me a loser and stuffs. and asking why am i doing all this for?
haiss... my life is in a total mess. dunno what should i do. he says what we need now is time... but somehow i feel that he doesnt need me anymore, and he's just treating me like a friend.
furthermore, some of his friends doesn't like me anymore, and this will make him be in the center. they dont wish me coming back. maybe i should just shoo away from him. disappear someday.
friends asked me to give up and stuffs. or give a time limit. and if it reached the limit and still no progress, i should just moved on. thanks my friends for accompanying me through my emo nights.
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on the other hand, i'm happy because he's willing to spend the day with me. that's all! i'm a easily contented girl k! LOL. i just want someone to love me. is that so difficult? i'm stupid, they say. i can easily find guys that love me more than i do. why suffer like tat?
and that night, i fell. bruises all over. LOL.
but who's there to pick me up? -no one- :(
pictures time!
pris and jeff at KFC
him and me
first gift of the day, from me to him.
gift exchange
me and pris
are we still the same?
envy them
score for the first gameA-jeff, B-pris, C-me, D-aj
score for the second gameA-jeff, B-pris, C-me, D-aj
cute huh
sweet
opening of second gift from me
tadaahh~ i first time do jigsaw puzzle
opening of third gift from me, again
album of memories:)
my elbow injury
shoulder injury
hip injury
