realised why haven't i been blogging for so long?
reason is because i have been working for the past 6 days!
working at junction8 atrium for the horseshoe pitching competition event. monday to thursday were the qualifying rounds. 40 of them were qualified. friday was the semi finals, only 16 will be qualified for the finals. and so, today is the finals! and 16 of them will be given trophy. also, 1st prize is $2000, 2nd prize is $1500 and 3rd prize is $1000!!!
happy to say, its an easy job, however, it was quite tiring. and we feel like we were robots, keep doing the same actions. people throw, we walk to pick and pass to the next person, repeat and repeat and repeat. but fun job! and exciting competition! =)
was happy to see hubby yesterday after he booked out. he's been inside for so long! almost 2 weeks didn't get to see him. watched midnight movie, "17again". it is a nice show! everyone should watch it! not because of the handsome actor, but because of the story behind it =) hehex...
hubby came to find me today too, bought for me menstrual panadol as i was having bad cramps, sent me home after work.
however, just about 2 hours ago, we had some misunderstandings, unhappiness. =(
i don't wish to make him unhappy or me feeling unhappy. we haven't been seeing for so long, i wanted us to be happy when u come out. i don't want unhappiness, to spoil our limited time that we have, as he will be booking in again, SOON. i'm feeling like shit now. fucking sad!!! also partly because i having some mood swings now =( dunno why, sometimes i feel that i am not good enough for him. or rather, i ain't a good girlfriend since last time till now... but i'm trying to be one... time will tell...
school started since monday. however, as i said, my repeat module doesn't have lessons! and i have no news on meeting my supervisor on that module. i also dunno what to do... shall wait for next week... hopefully everything goes smoothly!!! i want to graduate!!!!
I love you. || 1:40 AM