next to watch "G-force", "I love you beth cooper".....
oh ya, i'm having an interview on monday =) hopefully money coming again.... yay!
how i wish i can live with my laogong lo... i just love that kind of live whereby you can see your the other half when you first open eyes in the morning. then, eat breakfast together. go out together. watch tv together. come back home together. eat dinner together. do everything together. and end of the day, before closing eyes to sleep, its him that you see again:) hugging you to sleep every night... will this come true? haha! yes, keep on dreaming bah, samantha. haha!
my rantings now!!!
my family, i'm so pissed. still back to the old question. why has it always got to be me... and the one doing things for you all, gets what in return? i know, i shouldn't ask for returns. but can you all see my goods and not bads... why people will only say your bads... even if you do 10 goods, and only 1 bad, they will always remember the bad and forget the goods. haiss. why is it i'm always the one being nagged at and letting you to voice out your feelings. i dont mind you voicing out to me. but dun always arrow until me. i dun mind doing things for you all. but please, i dun request much, just let me do what i want. let me have peace in going out late. everytime i go out, my phone keep on ring and ring. its damn irritating you know?
and what about the person not doing anything? why all of you dont say her? why why why. just because i'm the youngest in the family and can be treated like that? i know you all treat me good also, but i'm 20 this year already. just let me do what i want. i know i have been given alot of freedom compared to sis. but you cant compared it like that. we are a difference of 4 yrs... if you want to compare, den nowadays kids in primary schools already can go out with friends, den what about me in primary school? its the generation you should see... please be more reasonable. i know this week i keep going out late. but you dont say i everyday go out late. den when i stayed at home, do you all say i never go out? answer is no. you all only keep remembering me going out late. and its only this week, cause i finally ain't working. den i have the time to play. next week, if i got my job, i wont be like tat anymore.
but why you all say she can go out cause she is working. so she needs to enjoy during weekend. den when i am working, why am i not allowed to? why why why. you all say you guys treat us fair. but is this really fair? you guys say no favoritism. but outsiders can see it clearly that dad treats her better than me. what about mum, i know you are trying to be fair. and you are fair. but in this world, there's no such thing as fair. no matter how fair you try to be, there is still a slight difference. and where is it? think. if its fair, will you keep complaining to me only? if its fair, will you not dare to say her.. if its fair, ...... sis gets her way. why? cause she is more fierce, mouth more sharp, more heartless... and heartless meaning that she can just dun bother about everything. and me? can i dun bother? if i also dun bother, kanna scold is me.
in conclusion, THE WORLD IS FUCKING UNFAIR!
k. enough of everything... let me say again, if one day i can't tolerate anymore, don't blame me for hurting you all. don't blame me for being a changed person.
