i want to be a good girlfriend/wife.
i want to be independent.
i want to be able to do what i want.
i want to earn more money.
i want to succeed in everything i do.
i want to be smarter.
i want to be slimmer.
i want to be prettier.
i want to be a better person.
i want i want i want....
i'm always wondering, why am i so always not up to expectations. am i really that bad? am i not a good daughter? am i a good girlfriend? sometimes i'm doubting myself, so what makes others to have no doubts in me? can people really change? i want to change and i will. but is it true that a leopard will never change its spots? but i am sure that i really changed, i ain't flirt and wont flirt anymore. i want to settle down and i like it this way. i am happy with my hubby now. hope to see us walking together till the end. i need to boost my self-esteem... and i need to be more mature... i need believe in you. you gave me your words, i'll always remember in my heart. loves~
tomorrow will be a better day =)
