♥ Happiness is around me ♥

friday night

Date : Sunday, January 25, 2009

friday night went town to meet pris and jeff. they are my models for my photography assignment. haha! had lots of fun! and i bought 3 dresses and 2 pairs of sandles. whahahah!!! spent so much man! and we went to jeff house for some photoshoot scenes too...

ludi is so horny lo! later i show u all the pics and you'll noe why... LOL.

overall, i felt that the pictures were nice and of coz after editing, i brings out more of the feeling. LOL. however, i need to ask for james' point of view. if not satisfied, need to re shoot! :) anyway, its fun! LOL. everyone was looking at me lah! machiam i crazy like that lo. LOL.

pics here! and i shall start with those that i chose for my assignment and did some editing already:)

quarrel

walk away

talking things out

eating themselves

holding hands

canceling phone call

feeding him

sleeping apart

talking on the phone

all those no communication will lead to breakup

sleep together

those with communication lead to happy ending:)

aren't they sweet? i love this and the previous one the most!

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now, is those random and raw pictures:)

scenery at jeff house there

this is not bad too:)

ludi is looking at them... LOL

so sweet.... damn envy can!

they are really enjoying man

photoshoot can be real fun :)

see that ludi, horny dog!!!!

didn't realise that he was horny until i look at the pictures... LOL

ludi sure knows how to pose.

we bought the same pair:)

sammie and pris

its us again :)

last but not least, i'm always supporting you:)
always by your side...

I love you. || 4:51 PM

Tonight by FM Static

Date :

I remember the times we spent together
On those drives
We had a million questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York
Everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
Tonight

I remember the days we spent together
Were not enough
And it used to feel like dreamin'
Except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
Here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
And stayed out way too late
I remember the time you SAT AND told me about your Jesus
And how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
Not having you here...

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I love you. || 4:51 PM

motherly me and new haircut!

Date : Saturday, January 24, 2009

BANGS for CNY! with darling

don't i look very motherly?

she's my baby! how i wish... LOL

sleeping so soundly.

ain't she adorable? 1month old only:)

I love you. || 5:36 PM

movie and lan and library

Date : Wednesday, January 21, 2009

monday went to woodlands library to do some research for my dadaism. den after that went to watch red cliff 2 at amk hub, with phil, sc, zhao, hp, kenny. the show was nice, though i didnt watch part 1. LOL. coz i already know the story of the three kingdoms. and sc is there to explain to me. LOL. so yea, the fighting and stuffs. worth to watch it!

yesterday, went to national library to chiong my research. LOL. sc and phil accompanied me. they went there to do their work too... back late and did my work till late. slept at around 3am. and woke up at around 730am. so tired man....

today afternoon, went to town with phil, sc, kenny, hp. went for an hour of left 4 dead at E2max. and after that went to buy hp's shoes. and they still did not had enough of killing of zombies. so went for 2 more hours. this time they booked the chamber one. LOL. i rot there lo. den played abit of CS at the end. LOL. kenny is damn damn pro lah!

this is the life of our HBC(hearbrokencrew).... also, singing in the car, emo-ing in the car. thanks for always being there for me... HBC is my life... we'll always be together....

I love you. || 10:40 PM

i want back my qing bai.

Date : Tuesday, January 20, 2009

anyway, there's no need and no point explaining things to all of you.

the only one that i care explaining is him.

people out there just like to jump things into conclusion.

trusting people who are the ones only knowing bits and pieces about people.

MOUTH is really the most vicious thing in human.

its STUPID of me. shouldnt have trusted anyone so easily.

EARS is the next weakest thing in human. course they like to easily LISTEN and believe what others say, without knowing the truth. never even go through their big brain.

this three things in other people has coursed me a huge loss and mess in my life.
this three are the stupidity of me trusting others, the wicked mouth and weak ears of other people.

I WANT BACK MY QING BAI.
you guys will be sorry about what you guys had did that hurt me.

I love you. || 10:05 AM

fucked up life

Date : Monday, January 19, 2009

maybe my life is supposed to be so fucked up.

i dunno why. i seriously wanted him, but now he said he moved on.

qihao asked me to go on too. say i should not go back.

and now, its seems as though its ALL my fault.

fucked up me. i'm a bitch. whatever you say.

and i really dun wish to lose you people.

its a misunderstanding. i explained. no one listens.

maybe i deserve to be alone in all my life bah.

GOOD! now everyone is blogging about me.

i DID NOT encounter anything bad or failed in my r/s.

i'm gg to say this once more. REASON is i still cant forget him!

I love you. || 9:49 AM

photography

Date : Monday, January 12, 2009

took and edited these photos... it'll probably be in for my portfolio:) thanks models! hahax....

I love you. || 9:57 PM

emo night

Date : Monday, January 5, 2009

saturday morning i DID woke up and went for basketball. we two girls are the first to reach lo. 838 court indeed had alot of people. sc say who ask us dun listen to him. we should've gone to 755 to play. so we waited until around 10plus and we get to play. its totally FUN! we played all the way until 1plus almost 2pm. OMG! addiction man. we played with fun and seriousness. LOL. now having muscle aches. LOL. ok, fun and happy during the day.

as the sun went down, the night was total emo-ness. don't know why. probably its becoz 4jan is just a few hours away? after long discussions of the guys. final we came up to a decision. sophie, me, SC, phil, zhao, HP. we went to timbre at old school for some drinks. the atmosphere there was very good. i like it:) and they liked it too. thanks phil for bringing us there. and after that, we went to some reservior. i oso dunno why. quite a nice place for chilling. oh ya, the whole car was also filled with emo-ness. the songs and people, the air.... every thing is so emo.... except for HP, he was not emo at all, but he was suffering from our emo-ness. LOL. sophie and me teared. thanks SC for lending us his hoodie's sleeves. LOL. and i fell down that night while i'm trying to escape the too much emo-ness in the car (the emo aura). LOL. i opened the door, stepped out with my left foot. and the next moment i know, my left foot dropped into the drain. and my right knee hit/grinded the ground. OUCH! it hurts. haha! however, i've not fell down since dunno how long ago. its quite shiok actually. LOL. now my legs having bruises here and there. LOL. so clumsy of me man....

anyway, i would like to thank them to me there for me. thats why i love them! =)