♥ Happiness is around me ♥

happy days!!!

Date : Wednesday, July 22, 2009

happy that i've spent hubby's 20th birthday with him and his family... no more teens for him:) love you much hubby, and i hope to spend your every birthday with you from now on...

went out with sis on monday and met up with hubby in the afternoon... walked around town... and head back home... ate dinner at my house there...

yesterday and today was on MC... sore throat and coughing, now got flu... tmr gonna go work, very paiseh to take mc again leh... unless i go until there den supervisor dun allow me to work lo... LOL. doc says if fever den gotta go see him again... cause of the H1N1 case...

anyway, was very happy these few days, as hubby mentioned to buy me clothes if i want to when we were in town... actually wanna watch movies, but no nice shows recently... today went to amk hub as promised with hubby:) guess whats more happy than everything? hubby wanted to buy couple ring!!!! OMG!!! can you imagine this suggestion coming out from his mouth!?!?!?!? I WAS SO SHOCKED AND TOUCHED AND HAPPY!!!! i can feel that hubby loves me so much.... and i love him too:)

so we went to amk hub, as there are bits and pieces and couple lab... went to look around... in the end i chose from couple lab as bits and pieces de rings didnt caught my eye... hubby let me choose the design... got engravings on it! but monday den can collect!!! OMG OMG!!! i'm so happy can! hubby is happy but heart pain also... LOL. he say, within 5mins spend hundred plus, but worth it lah... =)

i feel that i'm the happiest girl on earth! haha! loving him loads! will upload his birthday pics together with the rings pics... so be patient=)

loves~

I love you. || 11:11 PM

happy VS sad

Date : Saturday, July 18, 2009

finally get to see my hubby! yesterday spent time at his house and watched midnight show!!! harry potter and the half blood prince... haha!

throughout the night, we chit chatted alot, including craps and true words from his heart... i can feel his love for me... and he expressed to me alot of things... i'm really very glad about it! love him loads... his birthday is on sunday!!! going his house for buffet... looking forward to spending my days with him, cause i haven't been seeing him for twelve days!!! sufferring for both of us man...

yesterday chit chatted with his sis and bro at his house... seems like my relationship with his family is getting better(my own assumption)... LOL... hope that they won't dislike me bah.... haha! hope that i'm likable=)

below contents is my rantings, if you do not wish to read then leave.

sometimes i really wonder why am i so soft hearted... does good people really ended up with good retribution? but why, i'm the more obedient one, helps to do my family stuffs, do this and that, and i still don't get what i want... maybe i should be rellious to get what i want... you know, i can lie to you all about my whereabouts, but why i ask for permissions? cause i respect you all... but why... HELLOO.... now its already 21st generation and i'm 20 already... why still keep nagging when i stay out late, why i cant stay at my boyfriend house. and stop using the word "always", i never always go out late with him, and its me who wanted it, so dun blame him. and i only go out with him one week 2 or three times, is that always???

and i already explained, he's in army, different from my ex, i only get to see him for that few days, and when i get to meet him when he books out, its already what time, obviously i will go out till late, if not meet a few hours for what? why this reason just cant get through you mind? PISSED! and its obviously you all have prejudice against him... i hate it! stop comparing the past me and now. if i've changed is also not because of him! i've always been a good girl, maybe its time for a change... being a good girl is tirng and get nothing out of it...

and do you all know i feel that i want to be rebellious? do you all know that someday i will... do you all know that when you all keep stopping me to do something i feel like doing it... do you all know that the more you all are afraid of me doing wrong things, and hence stopping me to go his house or stay over, the more i feel like doing it? i feel that in this generation, parents shouldn't tell their kids to not to do this or do that, so what if you keep saying? the most, i'll face up to whatever consequences. i know i might be unfillial here, but this is how i feel all these years... i've really been a good girl, but now, i've my life! can you all just stop stopping me life! mum doesn't have her life, she feels lonely, so she expects us to stay at home and accompany her???? does that mean that we cant have our life??? what the fuck is this man! so remember, if one day i ever to lie or be rebellious, dont ever blame others! its my own choice and its you all who created it!

I love you. || 12:39 PM

drove home!

Date : Wednesday, July 15, 2009

think today is the 7th lesson! first time driving in the night... today is just driving around... from bradell to ubi and back home! haha! i requested to drive home =) shiok ar!!!

anyway, i'm counting down to the day for me to meet hubby!!! miss him so so so so much!!! nv hear his voice for so so so so so many days.... friday he's coming out, like finally!!!! YAY! i'm so looking forward to it man... loves=)

my post like getting shorter and lesser... seems like i don't have much life now... haha! oh ya! last saturday went to hubby's house as his triplet cousins are celebrating their birthday. though he's not around, i'm still invited by her sis and family, but was his sis's idea to ask me go la! initially i felt a bit weird, cause hubby is not around mah, but the sis say never mind one, and the aunt also ask me go, so paiseh to reject... haha! and i went! and indeed, i've enjoyed myself!!! thanks xinyi for accompanying me whole night, and sent me out, together with weizhong(i think correct, the 2nd of the triplets)... LOL. thanks fayette for asking me to go:) and accompanied me chit-chatted from afternoon till the buffet starts, together with tingrong... how i wish i have a younger sister... haha!

and i did some photoshooting trial with jez together on sunday... photographers were mervin and kenneth(assistant)... i guess i didn't do really good, cause i feel weird... haha! but i always like to try thing:) for once in a life time experience mah... haha! maybe next time successful i can be famous liao los! haha! joking! never had this dream...

ok, now i guess i have decided to study diploma in early childhood!!!! i'll update on this again=)

I love you. || 9:44 PM

driving lesson 4 and 5

Date : Sunday, July 5, 2009

last saturday's driving lesson was a recap of everything after a more than one month's break... LOL... and yesterday, i learnt parking!!! both kinds of parking... kinda easy with poles actually, just have to listen to what the instructor says... can park nicely just the first time... haha! i learnt in a multi storey carpark... its so fun can! tmr i'm having my 6th lesson=) i love driving!!!

anyway, friday, i went to watch Ice Age 3 with hubby... it was quite hilarious, though i never watched part 1 and 2... today went over to hubby's house also... his godsis's birthday celebration... hubby's birthday coming soon... hehe.... so anxious to celebrate his birthday with him the first time... hope everything goes right... haha!

I love you. || 10:28 PM