this is what i need!!! yes, i have much more freedom now compared to the past. but still, they are restricting me... what i want is i can go anywhere, anytime and no timing for me to be back at home... when can i have my real freedom??
and they always blame him for the change in me... say ever since i know him i know how to talk back and likes to go for late nights... wtf! this change has nothing got to do with him. everybody has their rebellious stage. and for this, i'm not even rebellious until what lo... but if they are going to continue like that, sooner or later, my patience will be gone and i will show what rebellious is called. sometimes i really don't like to be in my house. sometimes when they restrict me, or disallow me to go, the devil in me will tell me the more i should go and do it. but somehow, my weak point, think my angel is stronger, will just tell me to forget it. but in me, i'm totally not happy at all!
i'm already 20, going 21 this year. i will not be so soft hearted and will not care anymore, when i turned 21!!!!
they are just being biased to him, and i totally hate it!!! very!!!!
anyway, school is starting on monday... work starts... and assignments on hands are going to due soon... feel the stress now... Arghhh!
I love you. || 3:51 PM