and now, i'm home doing nothing cause no lesson for tuesdays! so boring.
am i really being too demanding? is it really wrong for me to want to meet and tag along? am i really becoming more and more aunty-like and ask alot? am i really controlling? am i really that irritating? am i really that annoying? am i really that stupid?
what the fuck is wrong with me? i really dunno. maybe i should just shut my mouth up and bother about less things. if only it was as easy as saying, i've already succeed in doing that. i've always wanted to care less and ask less. my mind is set, but always cannot successfully do it. i just dunno why. can someone answer to my question? what can i do?
y cant u just understand that i have no ulterior motive. the only motive is just to see you. the reason is as simple as i miss you. that is why i always insisted to meet you when i feel that it is possible.
