are friends really more important than girlfriends/boyfriends?
some might say yes and some might say no. well, actually it depends on individual's perception.
in the past, friends are more important, until i met him. he was still serving NS, so my weekends are precious to meet him, eventually i feel that boyfriend should be priority. maybe i was stupid. but now, i thought after ORD will have more time for me. but, i was wrong. he has more time for his friends.
i wish my heart is numbed. i dun like this kind of feeling. i dun want to feel anything. i wish i were like him, can take things easy. i wish i wish i wish. wtf is the point for wishing.. i have to do it! i want to love myself more. i need to act like i'm ok with everything.
