was wondering, why guys and girls really dun feel and think the same way? is it because we girls are more sensitive and emotional? things are not the same, why girls can feel it but guys dont? we used to enjoy night life together, what about now? is the problem really lies in me? yes, i used to not say so much, but now i say alot. but do you guys know why girls have such changes? dun blame it on us. it always take two hands to clap. have you guys ever think, if you all never do things for us to be able to have something to say, will we say so much? if you all never changed, treat us the same as before, will be feel the same way? NO! we wont.. understand?
i really wish that i could freeze time. so that we could always stay in happy moments. but we need to grow from mistakes too. so ya, thats the creation that we are supposed to go through. face it, then! haha... lame shit! haiss.
i only wish that you could put me before your friends. and not when you dun have their company den willing to accompany me. not to leave me at home to rot while you are enjoy outside.
remember those courtship days? where we used to hang out with your friends together. when we spent late nights together. when we enjoy together. when u never reject me when we took lots of pictures(stupid or nice) together... when we.......... where are all these moments? yes, they aren't gone, they are in my memories.... but can we carry on to build more of these memories?
i could only say out all these in my blog, cause i know you'll never visit here.... its good and bad... and i want and dun want u to see it... cause we would quarrel again, if you read them... and i'll have no where to voice out my feelings then i'll lead to having depression.... i want u to see it is because i hope one day you will realise all these things... but to choose from both, i'll rather you not seeing it...
anyway, sorry for my emo-ness, PMS now.... so please be understanding!!! =)
