so, i guess, this year will be my first year, counting down for christmas, without my bf. FUCK! i hate it! isn't every couple spend their christmas counting down together? why am i not? i wish i could join my friends, but all the girls who are attending are attached and their bf is around. the point is, i'll be bored and filled with envy... guess i shall spend my christmas eve alone at home... emo emo emo... silent night.... lonely night... FML!
and one question for you guys. will u ever call your best friend/"bro" that they are a dog cause they keep sticking on and accompany their girlfriends? just wondering if this kind of friends are good or evil?
work is starting soon in a few weeks' time... boring... not because of the job but because of the pay.. yes, FML again...
and i'm a girl full of jealousy and gets very paranoid. i hate myself i hate being like that. but i just cant help it. and i always dun use my brain to think before i speak. so i always piss my bf.. i ain't a good gf. i really dont know what i want in life. sometimes, i'm really confused and frustrated. i just don't know why. think i have some psychological problems. ha! FML once more!
i hate everything in life. sometimes i just wish to live this world so i could stop all these nonsense from me...
i just hope to spend my christmas eve, counting down with you...
