as for my love life, seems like remains stagnant, there's still ups and downs. but recently, hmmm, from what i remember and my feelings tells me that its more of smooth than rough... not much of problems, but there are. hmmm... dun really know if you guys get what i say, but its quite difficult to describe in words. anyway, i'm kinda confused. sometimes i see future but sometimes i don't. so we shall just wait and see what happened in future. take step by step... dun wish to think so much anymore. and the my job has drained my energy, so won't have much energy to bother so much. that's why i like to have something to do to keep my mind occupied rather than having time to think so much and be paranoid.
something interesting happened this morning which makes me realised that actually i still am attractive. haven't been feeling high self-esteem for so long. thought that i am really that chui. anyway, in the morning, i while walking to my work place. there's a guy we cycled towards me and stopped in front of me. for that moment, i thought that he wanted to ask for directions. but he held out a paper and said, "小姐，可以跟你做朋友吗? (miss, can i be your friend?)" i was shocked and replied "no." then i walked off. so this incident kinda boost my lost confidence again! =)
anyway, i've rearranged my room on sunday. now, i have a queen sized bed, given from my sister and bro-in-law, as they have extra. besides that, my wardrobe is now in my own room. and the tv n dvd is on a wall shelf in front of my bed. the fridge remains. last thing, i'm waiting for my bro-in-law to give me the tv console for me to put my computer beside my bed!!! its so cosy and nice!! i love my room. it just makes me wanna go home and relax on my bed... hahaah!!! I'M LOVING IT!!!! =)
I havent been watching movies or going out with my bf, so nothing to write for this aspect...
